Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Needing it like a heroin addict needs...

I wanna write so badly. But instead it all just sounds so dull. I'm going to start whining so maybe if my one reader is about to get all giddy over me writing (he, he he, don't I wish I could be loved from afar) they might wanna stop now.
It could get deliriously boring.
It's just that there is so much to say like how shitty and short life is but I don't think I could really give that subject the justice it deserves. But then in the same breath I could talk about how delicious life is but then that would totally be boring and my one reader would be gagging on his/her own vomit and that just wouldn't be nice or the right way to win admirers. So, instead, I'm just not going to say anything at all because what was all that hoopla about silence being golden?
















See. Wasn't that nice :-)
Be back in another month.

Thursday, January 05, 2006
Back again...for a little while

It's been almost a year since I started my little place here in cyberspace and I have to say that I do miss coming up with silly little stories about my dog, life, being happy and how weird it all feels.

Things have been going so strangely well that I sometimes get that little lump in the back of my throat and a little pound in my head with worry that it all has to collapse at some point, right? I don't want to think that life is that fragile but it doesn't seem right to be able to go through life all smiley happy feely. But right now I ain't gonna fight it and just let life go on it's wide winding track and if and when I fall I'll get back off and wipe the dirt off my knees and keep trudging along.

I don't really do the whole New Year's resolution thing but I like starting up new things every once and while and tomorrow I'm going to stop by the animal shelter, which I pass every day when I leave work, and sign up for some volunteer work. I know that my dog needs loads of love and attention (and a few more walks would probably help his portly stature) but while he snoozes in his cozy cage with a big fat bone nearby those poor pups at the shelter wait for someone to stop by and just give them a little scratch behind the ear. That's really what we all are hoping for- just a little attention and a good ole' scratch behind the ear. Happy New Year blogger friends :-)